Thursday, May 3, 2012

I miss my Family :/


 Life so far in Arizona has been great! I have my ups and downs but with the help of my Husband, I've been better. It gets hard at times though. There's times when I miss my family like crazy!!! I sometimes wish we weren't living in Arizona, but back in Utah. When you feel like you have no one else to turn to but your Husband is koo and all, but I miss my sisters! The ones I vent to all the time and go with everywhere when Siate was busy. I hate having those emotional nights when he's away at work cause I start missing all my family. I miss seeing everyone everyday! It gets hard at times when there's no family from my side here. I try to get out and hang out with others, but it's just not the same, but I still have fun. I'm still happy I moved to Arizona cuz Where ever he was I was happy to be with him! :) It just gets hard at times not having my family here. But I will stay strong for my husband! :)

 I'm also trying to find a job, and it's getting kinda depressing! But my hubby encourages me everyday that it will come. I continue to have faith but it just gets hard. I'm starting to hate staying home all the time! haha Not having a Job right now makes me Hate Arizona! yeah it's not the weather, its the whole job situation! haha

 I'm so happy that I have Lisiate in my life though. He's the humble one in our relationship. I'm the complainer. haha. When I'm low, he's always there. because of the love that we have, we hardly argue! it's amazing! haha but I still think about my family and how much I wish we lived in Utah, but My hubby has work here and loves Arizona. So wherever he is, and as long as I'm with him, I will be happy :) I'm so grateful for him!!! So in LOVE <3